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What do I feel when I am far away from my family? When I first had to separate with my parents. When my parents went to Makkah but I had my brothers accompanying me. They took care of me while my parents were away.
But this is my first experience life without my family. On the registered day, I cried because I didn’t want
to stay here. I don’t want to stay away from them. I felt my world was dark and empty without them. When I saw my parents face, I knew they were very sad to go home.
During the orientation week, my family called me often and ask me asked me how I was doing. They were so worried about my health. Everytime they called me, I cried because I didn’t want to stay here. My best friends were also so far at me in Penang. I felt alone.
I didn’t have friends to laugh with me or do any crazy things,eat and hangout with them.When I think of them,it made me feel like going back to school and start it all over again.
At the hostel,I had to do evertything on my own. I guess it is okay but all of my friends here were so annoying and I did'nt like them. They also did'nt always keep things clean which was of cause I'd hate since I'm allergic to dust.They aslo did't know how to keep their things neatly.
To be honest I want to throw all of their stuff because they seemed like they did't appreciate them. I knew that their parents are filthy rich but please appreciate it once in a while.
One of the thing that I don't like about them is when they use my stuff. I don't mind but they never put it back on it's place and somehow it irrititates me.
When degree students registered, my dorm get two degree students. There is one of them who is really arrogant and never talk to us. I want to see how long can she stand it since everyone need help from people
I always pray to Allah to keep me calm and patience in this situation. Sometimes I feel like going away and study in the same collage as my best friends but of course that is impossible.
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