My Grammer Experience

                

My name is Luqman Adzfar Bin Mohammad Dilmi. You may call me Luqman. I from Batu Kurau, Perak. I started school at Sk Bagan Baharu of the standard one to standard six. Then I enrolled in secondary Sekolah Model Khas Redang Panjang until grade five. Although i learn Bahasa Inggeris from standard one until now. I always have a problem in this course. Since i standard five it start my bad experince. My teacher ask me to say something in Inggeris but what i speak it wrong my friend laughting and teacher mad to me. I no do anything, i am faulty pronunciation. So i can speak clearing although i want it. And that make me feel demoralization to study Inggeris. So i get fail in Bahasa Inggeris at UPSR.

At Secondly, my Inggeris class teacher was teacher Nurul Iman. She was a gentle teacher but certain. She always told us to read Inggeris text. But nobody do it.And went she unpatient she ask all student one by one “when you want read Inggeris book”. We all fell so shocked and try find the answer. If it no we will punishment. Went it my turn i fell nervers but i telling her true that i was read comic in inggeris. She accept that answer and comment “it good for you read but carefuly because not all word can use in exam”. I accept that advice and i wish study more about inggeris. When midexam, i writing about a brother save his young brother from attacked by bear. And Teacher Nurul Iman says that was interesting essay she has read. And when i hear that i fell so happy and will accept her advice that i must repair my grammar and spelling. And i believe that i will the good result in SPM. But that never happen, my english result is still fall and i dont know why. Once again i lost my fell to study english. And i also lost my believe to myself.

Since I made request to connect learning to Kolej Poly-Tech Mara Ipoh, I always fell nervous. Because I know that Kolej use Bahasa Inggeris but why I accept it. Until now I don’t know why. And that's what worries me. So I started looking for ways to learn English properly, but what I see is just the same as what I learned in school, as plenty of exercise, speaking in English, and so on. I have tried but failed moreover got myself a plate. I feel ashamed for failing to mention the same sentence correctly repeated correctly.

Once Miss Hamizah walked into the classroom, my anxiety increased furthermore with Inggeris class. I worry that if this class using the standard English language university. Even when I saw miss walked into the classroom, I felt that miss the same as a certain teacher Nurul Iman. But I was wrong, after I heard about the story of a successful student miss and will miss yati way to help us in Bahasa Inggeris give back my spirit. To continue to keep learning Bahasa Inggeris.